I’m just the idiot who fell in love
It’s worse than my worst nightmare.
It’s as if I’m watching myself in this really, REALLY sad movie with the most god-awful, heartbreaking plot–except it’s NOT a movie. THIS is actually happening to me. THIS IS MY LIFE.
How is it possible that nearly three years since the day you broke my heart–so much so that I thought it couldn’t possibly be broken any more–you manage to do it all over again?
It hurts so, so bad. The pain is consuming me. There aren’t enough words to describe how it feels.
Somehow, there are days when I fool myself into thinking I’ll be okay… I’ll get over you… I’ll soon forget the agonizing pain you caused me.
But who am I kidding?
THIS is the mother of all heartbreaks and I don’t think I’ll EVER get past it.
One day, I’m going to be known as the old lady who lost her great love at a young age and never moved on.
Oh, and congratulations. Quite a catch you got there. I’M SO SORRY I WAS NEVER GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU.